my roommate is gone again. her boyfriend is in boston, and their one year anniversary was a couple days ago, so she went to see him today, and to go to a really nice hotel or something to celebrate. so yay for her, but once again, i am all alone. i kind of wish i had someone i could call to say "hey, i have the place to myself, come on over and lets have some fun." BUT, even if i did know someone out here like that, i dont think i could ever be that kind of person. though it might be kind of nice not having any inhibitions or anything for once. sigh.
this experience of being on my own has taught me a couple things about myself. one thing is that i can be happy on my own for days at a time. however, it has also taught me that i like having other people around too. so while i can be by myself, i prefer company, as long as i have my own special place to retreat to.
i suppose one reason i am kind for in a melancholy mood is because it has been raining non-stop for almost 24 hours. we have already had over an inch, and its just rain, but its freaking cold out there too. plus, good old valentines day is tomorrow, when i plan on opening my bottle of yummy wine and celebrating not having to buy someone a gift just because hallmark says i should.
so, i may be alone for the week, but i am going to relax, explore a bit, and enjoy myself...and then be ridiculously happy when my roomie returns next tuesday. :)
sono solo per la settimana
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