it is necessary that i read more
my roommate here in dc tends to watch a lot of tv. because of that, i am now watching a lot of tv. it used to be that when i was bored, i would read and listen to music. i guess bc i like hanging out with lc, and she is always in the living room with the tv on, i am always in the living room with the tv on. i need to change that. more time needs to be spent in my room reading rather than wasting my mind. i mean, i have these great books i have started and not finished bc they are books requiring thinking and i am either too tired, or the tv is too loud or i want company or something. it is time to get back into reading for me. it will help me to relax and learn and broaden my mind, rather than kill brain cells. so, i am making the decision right now...i will read more. so there.
è necessario che io legga più
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Saturday, April 26, 2008
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more thoughts
so one of my bosses got engaged today, and while i was so excited for her, i was a bit jealous too. it also made me think of something that i heard, which is that we all have exactly the life we want. in other words, if you want to be in a relationship, you will be, and if you want to be single, you will be. so, when im ready to be "unsingle" and in a relationship, than it will happen. i had a hard time believing that when i first heard it, but after thinking about it, it does kind of make sense. i mean, im single, and after reflection, its not that i dont want to be in a relationship, but im scared. im scared of love, trust, sex, basically everything involved in a relationship, lol. so until i decide i want a relationship and that the other stuff doesnt matter so much, or that it doesnt scare me as much, i think i most likely stay as i am...single. so i guess what i am is interested in relationships, but not ready to be in one yet myself. and when that day comes when i am ready, then hopefully it will happen.
ps...her ring was absolutely gorgeous
più pensieri
so one of my bosses got engaged today, and while i was so excited for her, i was a bit jealous too. it also made me think of something that i heard, which is that we all have exactly the life we want. in other words, if you want to be in a relationship, you will be, and if you want to be single, you will be. so, when im ready to be "unsingle" and in a relationship, than it will happen. i had a hard time believing that when i first heard it, but after thinking about it, it does kind of make sense. i mean, im single, and after reflection, its not that i dont want to be in a relationship, but im scared. im scared of love, trust, sex, basically everything involved in a relationship, lol. so until i decide i want a relationship and that the other stuff doesnt matter so much, or that it doesnt scare me as much, i think i most likely stay as i am...single. so i guess what i am is interested in relationships, but not ready to be in one yet myself. and when that day comes when i am ready, then hopefully it will happen.
ps...her ring was absolutely gorgeous
più pensieri
Monday, April 21, 2008
pensieri
thoughts
so as i flew into california on friday morning, i thought to myself, why did i ever leave? the weather was beautiful, the ocean was shining blue, my family and friends are here...its just so perfect. there have even been times in the past couple of months where i have been thinking about moving back to cali sooner rather than later. i love dc and i love the east coast and seasons and whatnot, but there is so much about california that i love too. i think part of the reason i have been thinking about all this is because i am so tired of my life right now. i wish everything had worked out and that i was in school instead of working at gap and killing time. then again, it wouldnt be life if everything went according to plan. and there is also the fact that i would always wonder what would have happened if i had never gone to "the cult" for that one week, i wouldnt have my great roommate and apt if i hadnt moved out in september, and i still probably wouldnt have a job, lol. so while it is normal to bitch and moan, i guess i wouldnt have it any other way, unless i could keep the roomie and apt and have no doubts about my school, lol.
in any case, i was also reminded of some not so good things about being home. like on friday night, when justin and i were trying to figure out what to do. there really is not much to do here, especially as young adults. granted, i am mostly a hermit in dc, but if/when i want to go out or do something, i can. here, not so much.
i guess none of this really matters very much anyway bc i go back to dc on tuesday, start school in august, and will be there for 2 years. who knows where i will go from there, but for now, thats my life.
pensieri
so as i flew into california on friday morning, i thought to myself, why did i ever leave? the weather was beautiful, the ocean was shining blue, my family and friends are here...its just so perfect. there have even been times in the past couple of months where i have been thinking about moving back to cali sooner rather than later. i love dc and i love the east coast and seasons and whatnot, but there is so much about california that i love too. i think part of the reason i have been thinking about all this is because i am so tired of my life right now. i wish everything had worked out and that i was in school instead of working at gap and killing time. then again, it wouldnt be life if everything went according to plan. and there is also the fact that i would always wonder what would have happened if i had never gone to "the cult" for that one week, i wouldnt have my great roommate and apt if i hadnt moved out in september, and i still probably wouldnt have a job, lol. so while it is normal to bitch and moan, i guess i wouldnt have it any other way, unless i could keep the roomie and apt and have no doubts about my school, lol.
in any case, i was also reminded of some not so good things about being home. like on friday night, when justin and i were trying to figure out what to do. there really is not much to do here, especially as young adults. granted, i am mostly a hermit in dc, but if/when i want to go out or do something, i can. here, not so much.
i guess none of this really matters very much anyway bc i go back to dc on tuesday, start school in august, and will be there for 2 years. who knows where i will go from there, but for now, thats my life.
pensieri
Friday, April 11, 2008
Vestiti
Clothing
So today I decided to take my paycheck and use it on the cute clothes we just got in at GAP. I figured I may as well use my discount and wear the clothing for the store I work for.
Well, things didnt exactly work out the way I wanted them to. I picked out all this cute stuff, took it into the dressing room, and hated everything. I happen to be someone who has both a chest, and a waist. I essentially look like a coke bottle. So my problem is that when something fits my chest at GAP, it usually just hangs from there, and it looks like I am pregnant or hiding a humongous stomach. This was the case with every single shirt I tried on. So I got frustrated, and decided to go to Ann Taylor Loft, and I spent my money there instead of GAP. Their clothes are actually fitted and have pretty silhouettes. They have hidden side and back zippers so clothes contour with your body and make you look good. So while I didnt save any money with a discount, I got some amazing clothes that actually fit my body. So take that, GAP.
Vestiti
So today I decided to take my paycheck and use it on the cute clothes we just got in at GAP. I figured I may as well use my discount and wear the clothing for the store I work for.
Well, things didnt exactly work out the way I wanted them to. I picked out all this cute stuff, took it into the dressing room, and hated everything. I happen to be someone who has both a chest, and a waist. I essentially look like a coke bottle. So my problem is that when something fits my chest at GAP, it usually just hangs from there, and it looks like I am pregnant or hiding a humongous stomach. This was the case with every single shirt I tried on. So I got frustrated, and decided to go to Ann Taylor Loft, and I spent my money there instead of GAP. Their clothes are actually fitted and have pretty silhouettes. They have hidden side and back zippers so clothes contour with your body and make you look good. So while I didnt save any money with a discount, I got some amazing clothes that actually fit my body. So take that, GAP.
Vestiti
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