i am so tired of sitting here. i have been looking up jobs and internships, and nothing is working out. for jobs, you either need experience, a masters degree, or you need to know someone, and i have none of the above. for internships, you need to apply months in advance, and i literally just missed the deadlines for summer and some fall programs. i didnt apply earlier because i was busy with the school that was a waste of time and then trying to figure out what i wanted to do. so now i am stuck, and it sucks. So I am thinking seriously about just getting a no frills job to make some money since i am spending money i dont have. sigh, what a mess.
the real reason this is hitting me now is because i just joined a gym, woohoo. its expensive, though i have been told most gyms are, and initiation fees are a bitch. so i shelled out some cash, bought some work clothes, and now am afraid to check out my balance. so, no fun spending for me, only eating the food i have bought, and going to the gym are going to be the rules i live by until i get the money that should be coming soon. i am worried though, a)that my money wont be free in time, and b)that i am relying on it way too much, saying i will get all this stuff when it is available. it is a finite amount of money, and i will need to continue to keep watch over my spending. sigh.
e necessario che ottengo un lavoro
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