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random thoughts

so i was thinking today about friendships. there are people who i never see or talk to anymore who i still consider close friends. that seems kind of odd, but at the same time, when we do talk or see each other it is just like no time at all has passed. then there are the people i once thought i would always be friends with who i havent spoken with in years. that is a little disheartening and makes me think about who did what and why we grew apart and if we were ever as good of friends as i imagined we were. and then we get to my coworkers. i seriously enjoy (most of) their company at work, though i have yet to hang out with any of them outside of the store. it is also somewhat odd because there is such a high turnover in retail. as soon as i start to get friendly with someone, they leave, lol. some have stayed however, and i really do like these people. it just still feels transitory. odd, very odd.

another random thought has to do with crushes. michelle has a new crush, woohoo, haha. he is a coworker who is seriously cute, though totally opposite of what i usually go for. instead of tall with dark hair, he is only a bit taller than me and is blond, though he has a buzz cut going. sigh. haha. in any case, its one more reason to enjoy going to work when i usually dread stepping foot in the store.

i started and finished a 3 book series a week or so ago, and it is so different than anything i have ever read before. well, kinda. everyone knows im a nora roberts fan, but i am not a huge paranormal/sci-fi person, which is what this series is, so, i completely ignored it when this series came out. i recently decided to try it though, and i was totally hooked. i never understood why people read books about vampires, but i have to admit i kinda got a crush on one of the main characters in this book who is a vampire. he was tall, dark, handsome, brooding, damaged, mysterious... everything a girl could want. i kinda want to look into more books of this type, but we shall see. in the mean time, ill keep dreaming of the vampire, lol.

i was also thinking of names for the kids i one day hope to have. i am really fond of irish names i have found. i just like how they are old world and kind of mysterious, but full of meaning. i also like hebrew names though, so we shall see where that goes.

on another note, definitely, maybe is a seriously cute movie.

ok, i think im done with the random stuff for now.

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