more thoughts
so one of my bosses got engaged today, and while i was so excited for her, i was a bit jealous too. it also made me think of something that i heard, which is that we all have exactly the life we want. in other words, if you want to be in a relationship, you will be, and if you want to be single, you will be. so, when im ready to be "unsingle" and in a relationship, than it will happen. i had a hard time believing that when i first heard it, but after thinking about it, it does kind of make sense. i mean, im single, and after reflection, its not that i dont want to be in a relationship, but im scared. im scared of love, trust, sex, basically everything involved in a relationship, lol. so until i decide i want a relationship and that the other stuff doesnt matter so much, or that it doesnt scare me as much, i think i most likely stay as i am...single. so i guess what i am is interested in relationships, but not ready to be in one yet myself. and when that day comes when i am ready, then hopefully it will happen.
ps...her ring was absolutely gorgeous
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