Wednesday, September 12, 2007

sono spaventato

I am scared.

I do not know what I will be doing with my life for the next 4 months.
Im wondering now if it was stupid not to just go to grad school. Though I do still stand by my reasoning that I want to go somewhere I really want to go. Im just really freaking out with all of these empty months ahead of me.
My biggest fear is disappointing those I love and I am afraid that that is exactly what I am doing while I am floundering around.
So my question is this, do I move to DC without a job/internship on the line and go for it, or do I just stay here in SD and get a job to pass the time.
I really don't know anymore.

I am scared






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