everything happens for a reason
so i didnt get into georgetown. i have to admit that i am not really surprised. i knew it once i called to check and i heard the tone of voice of the guy who was helping me. so, while it is not surprising, it is still disappointing.
i have decided though that everything happens for a reason and that i should just go to the IWP. i mean, i stumbled across this school which has really interesting classes that really interest me, and i was accepted. maybe it was a sign. i was so excited at first, and then i got less excited as i began to explore. but i remember that i wasnt totally excited about going to UCSB int he beginning, and I ended up loving it. so, i am going to take it as it comes, and enjoy my new school.
so, now that i have no doubt about the school i am going to, i am doubting my ability as a graduate student. i think i will be fine, but i dont know. what if i start school, cant cut it, and have to drop out? how disappointing would that be to both myself, my parents, and my grandparents. Failure is just not an option. I hope it doesnt happen.
i keep telling myself to have faith, and i hope it soon works.
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